Birthday Weekend Shoutout

I haven’t been on the computer as much as I normally am, but I do want to spend a whole blog post shouting out to everyone who wished me a happy birthday on Facebook. I figured it would just be best to say thank you in my own special way~
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Konami code strikes yet again

Facebook lost so many points with me when they changed their design for the third time without any input from the userbase.

Facebook just redeemed its awesome points.

Click on the background, then input the Konami code (Start = Enter)

Then enjoy~

To deactivate, just navigate away from Facebook

More osu! videos

So in the aftermath of getting keylogged, all of my videos on YouTube were deleted. ;_;

Thankfully, most of them are still on Facebook, and now I can embed them right here on my blog. Enjoy~

Alive again

Expect this post to be relatively short. My ADHD is getting the better of me; I haven’t gone home to pick up my medication yet and it’s really affecting me.

“All Shook Up” is finished at the college; sad to see it over but glad to have the time and sanity back. I’ve got a few essays to finish up, a website design for Web Design, as well as a few other Not-Web Design assignments to clean up.

I’ve also got a self project, in case you haven’t noticed. http://remx25.com is officially my domain on the internet, and I’ve been trying to come up with a design for it since I hosted it. I’ll get to it eventually.

Still alive!

Yea. I’m still around, just a tad busy nowadays with the musical at my college and designing my own webpage. In case you haven’t noticed, I’ve finally gotten my blog hosted, even though at first glance you wouldn’t know it. Not sure what to do about the other one though, but my mind is running in 15 different directions right now.

I promise to update again when I’m less hectic.

More Scan Disk

At time of writing, Scan disk has been running for almost 41 hours. Progress is at 87%.

I want my laptop back. ;_;

Been missing

Hi everyone. Glad to see that everyone liked my April Fools joke.

Anywho I’ve been away for awhile. Apparently my laptop has been subjected to keyloging, which means people can record what I type. Because of this, my Gmail, Wordpress, message boards, and paypal were hacked into recently. PayPal, thankfully, shut down my account temporarily, so I think thats taken care of.

In the meantime, I’m running any and every computer scanner at my disposal to clean. Details to come.

Turning over a new leaf

Sorry for the continued lack of updates, but I’ve been deep in thought lately.

Maybe it’s time for a new beginning. Maybe the reason why I’m so depressed and unfufilled with life is because of my current lifestyle. I mean, all I do is sit at my desk and stare at my laptop screen, hoping to impress someone. Well, I learned from this experience that it doesn’t work. I’m sorry folks, but you might not be seeing much of me around online for a while. This includes the Weblog, AIM, MSN, Facebook, and osu!. Yes, I’m sorry friends from osu! that I’m going on hiatus for a while to try and start a brand new me. That’s right, I am going to become a Hippie.

Maybe I’ve looked at my abilities the wrong way. Maybe I wasn’t meant to be technologically advanced. I mean, what did people do before computers and advanced technology? By giving all of that up, I’ll be more open to the world, and outdoors twenty times more than I am now. Sure, I’ll be giving up the knowledge and skills I’ve learned over the past 18 years, but it’s for the best.

Again, I’m sorry everyone for this sudden, unexpected change, but thank you for all of your support. It really means a lot to me. To my friends whom I’ve met online, I’m sorry things have come this way. It will be hard to keep in touch, but regular mail is still available to me. Please wish me well, as this will surely change my outlook on life forever.
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High School?

Looking back at my high school days, you would question what I learned. I hated most of the teachers and staff at my school; most of them needed to retire or receive a shot to the head. But moving on back to the point, I didn’t really learn much from said teachers. Who I really learned from though, were my friends. My friends were probably the most important teachers throughout high school because they taught me about someone I knew nothing about – myself.

    Let me explain, I know this looks all cheesy, teenage sitcom –esque, but it’s true. I was an emotional wreck with a self identity crisis. I didn’t know who I was supposed to be or what I was supposed to do. Tina, for example, my girlfriend for most of high school (Dec ‘05 -Dec ‘07), probably figured me out better than anyone else did, including my parents.

 

(Oops, freewrites done. New topic?)

Motivation Escapes Me.

Things are starting to fall downhill for me, both physically and emotionally. I’m beginning to lose motivation in almost anything productive I do, including school work, mapping for osu!, and just giving a crap about myself. I should really see my doctor about this, because I have a feeling it has to do with depression, but he hasn’t said anything about it yet. That, and I’m afraid tests/medication are going to cost money out of mine and my parents wallets. Knowing my mother, she’s going to just tell me that I don’t need it and that I need to learn how to control my emotions. I’d love to do that, but apparently I haven’t figured out how to in 18 years.

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