Friendships can't last forever I suppose
Posted on January 25th, 2009 by RemmyX25
I’ve had quite a shitty weekend. I’ll explain the rest of it, but this is what sparked my recent lowered self esteem. (For privacy purposes, I won’t reveal who the other person is)
RemmyX25: welcome back
—————–: thx
RemmyX25: how goes it
—————–: alright. its cold out lol
RemmyX25: no kidding
—————–: haha but its been worse
RemmyX25: true true
—————–: yup
RemmyX25: gah
RemmyX25: i need to do something
RemmyX25: something away from this computer
—————–: idk
RemmyX25: …
—————–: ?
RemmyX25: i unno….
—————–: ok
RemmyX25: sorry, im just extremely bored and lonely
—————–: me too
—————–: ::shrugs::
RemmyX25: hey
RemmyX25: lets be bored together! =D
RemmyX25: if you dont mind lol
RemmyX25: good song on your iTunes btw
—————–: [Remmy]… honestly… we have nothing in common.
RemmyX25: i just want to hang out….
—————–: i know… but even as friends… when have we ever hung out?
RemmyX25: …
RemmyX25: what are you trying to say
—————–: i just dont ever know what to say to you
RemmyX25: …
RemmyX25: so you dont want to talk to me anymore?
RemmyX25: its not like we have NOTHING in common
—————–: what do we have in common? i mean i like talking to you, but i dont think we have enough in common to hang out or get really buddy buddy or whatever
RemmyX25: video games, music, blogging,
RemmyX25: anything, really.
RemmyX25: i’ve tried to put out for you
RemmyX25: im usually always willing to try stuff at least once
—————–: i know
RemmyX25: or am i nothing to you anymore…
RemmyX25: because thats not how i feel about you
RemmyX25: you are and always will be my first true friend here at LSC
—————–: i didnt say you werent a friend! im just trying to say that i dont want to hang out. ok?
RemmyX25: …like…ever?
—————–: idk
—————–: just not now. im down, and i miss [my ex], and yeah
RemmyX25: i know you miss [your ex]
RemmyX25: and i respect and understand that
—————–: ok
RemmyX25: is it because you miss [your ex] that you dont want to hang out with me?
—————–: no
—————–: honestly? you try too hard
—————–: thats why people are uncomfortable around you
RemmyX25: your the first to say that
RemmyX25: everyone else says i try too little
—————–: who disagrees with me? all the people who constantly break plans with you? (This line really hit me hard.)
RemmyX25: Please [----], I don’t want to fight about this
RemmyX25: it hurt me all thoughout the summer, I don’t want to start it again
—————–: what did?
RemmyX25: our fighting
—————–: well then get over hurting over me hurting! ok? we’re friends, but were not like besties or anything! i treat you like crap and when we talk on AIM im usually distracted so i talk to you minimally, and when do i ever make time for you?
RemmyX25: so that was all on purpose
RemmyX25: was that it
—————–: no. but like, a normal person? that would bother them
RemmyX25: you wouldnt be the only one
RemmyX25: and i just sit here
—————–: well then people who do that? they arent worth your time. im trying to show you that im not a good or a true friend
RemmyX25: at my laptop
RemmyX25: waiting for anything
RemmyX25: dont say that about yourself
RemmyX25: i hate it when people do that
—————–: well deal with it!
RemmyX25: oh i have been
RemmyX25: trust me.
—————–: then stop talking to me! make up your effing mind
RemmyX25: why dont you.
—————–: fine
—————– signed off at 11:11:23 PM.
—————– is offline and will receive your IMs when signing back in.
Needless to say, she removed me from her Facebook, MySpace, and blocked me on AIM.
I have no idea what I did wrong.
Filed under: Rich's Life
Sounds like she’s .. Immature.
I’m very confused. Were you two good friends ?
*hugs*
want candeh? Its all I have…its Fruit Stripe! The kind you can use the wrappers to make colorful Zebra tattoos on yoself wif ^_^
TPS: Yea, she basically was my ticket into my college. We talked online all the time during my last semester of high school before we met.
Sarah: hahaha thanks anyways
Really weird how I had a similar fight not too long ago..
Except the “immature” part was on my other friend. :/
I didn’t feel that close with him, and felt really bad because he considered me as one of really close CLOSE friend (and I kind of guessed that he did have some sort of “affinity” toward me .. which I did not know at all till the fight – - sigh)
You should’nt be so torn apart about this fight though.
If it’s time for you two to go different way, then let her go; No use in trying to change her mind or something..
I’m guessing you had different perspective about the relationships from her; well, that’s how I was. and seeing how my friend thought of me higher when I couldn’t tell him anything.. that made me grow guilty, and then angry, because he just wouldn’t understand that he’s … not someone super significant in my life. Just an acquaintance.
Ah, well sorry for my weird, long, amateur advice session. Heh.
yo rich who was it? i wont tell im just curious. what a mean person